TREFOIL TIMES ☘︎

after working on this overhaul since march, i've finally done it!! cloverkeep 2.0 is officially a go!!! i feel all warm inside, finally being able to share what i've been up to with you all!!

here's my full changelog, as promised:
✿ background and various graphics around the site (namely page art i drew myself!)
✿ rewrote my about page
✿ took down my lexicon and playlist pages (just for now!)
✿ added new pages (blog, gallery, links)

i believe that's all! if i've forgotten anything, um... it's been a lot of work with tons of tiny tweaks!! i'm only human, haha!!

there's a few more things i plan on getting around to adding, namely revising my lexicon and playlist pages, but i really wanted to get this overhaul out of the way first! i also spoke of making a memorial for my cat dexter on my site page, which i don't believe i'll get around to. it's difficult to talk too extensively about him, even so long after his passing.

however... i do feel comfortable putting one of my favorite photos of him here for you all!! he loved to lay on my desk and sun for hours! his fur looks especially good when in the sunlight. he's a very photogenic cat! i have over 800 photos of him for a reason! i think this photo also shows just how soft he is! i've almost forgotten the exact sensation of his fur by now, but just know there's nothing else on this earth like it! i'm patiently waiting for when i get to pet it again in the great beyond...

i'll also put a photo of another recently deceased pet of mine here, my scottish terrier isabella. i've had her since i was in second grade, i think, and she passed this january. she's the sweetest dog in the whole world and would trail behind your feet as you walked! she also had a particularly deep bark that would always scare people who saw her for the first time, haha! we grew up together, and i'm thankful i was able to have her in my life for as long as i did.

so, what have i been up to since my last blog update that you're only getting to read just now? i'm so glad you've asked!!
i finally got debug pangya to work on my laptop, and i've had tons of fun making outfits for all the characters! oh, and playing the actual game too, of course...! admittedly, i haven't played the psp version since... i prefer the controls of it on psp, though, so i'll definitely alternate between the two! oh, and speaking of games... i got every achievement in needy streamer overload!! i only had smt and happy end world left after getting comment te dire adieu, and both were relatively easy to get after that! sometime i'll get around to playing the petit game collection, but not just yet.

i think tonight i'm going to start reading yokohama kaidashi kikou again! i own three of the omnibuses, but have only read about a fourth of one. admittedly, i'm very bad at keeping up with reading regularly, but i think ykk will be a good read to wind down before bed!

other than that, i think that's all! everything else is either same old, same old or more personal life stuff. but rest assured, i'm doing well! and i hope you all are doing well too!!

best wishes,
claire |ω･)ﾉ

been a little while, huh? forgive my absence! i'm super glad to be back and i hope you all enjoy the updates to the site!! 人(_ _*)

i don't want to go too in depth into all the bad that's happened, since i'd much rather focus on the good. just know that, as of now, everything is alright! things have eased up significantly, and i'm very grateful for it. my days have been fairly uneventful. i wake up, eat breakfast, take a shower, and usually just do whatever for the rest of the day. sometimes i draw, sometimes i game, sometimes i code a little... can you tell i'm unemployed? hah!

it's almost been a full year since i got out of school, and it's a little anxiety-inducing to think about. i know i'm not wasting any time, i don't have a due date to quote-unquote "further my education", but... wow! a full year? that's a loooong time! hard not to compare yourself to others much further ahead, but, you know what? i'll get there eventually! i've been enjoying myself more now than i ever have before, so i'm going to make the most of it! if any of you are in similar spots, i hope you all can enjoy yourselves too!! take time for yourselves and slow down every once in a while! it's the peak of spring where i am! maybe smell some flowers, as the saying goes.

speaking of spring, my birthday passed while i was away! nineteen... what a number! to celebrate, i went out and got my ladybug build-a-bear stuffed!! it was great!! the worker even gave me a birthday nametag and decorated it in little ladybugs, which was very sweet of them! it was nice to do something like this again, too. last time i went to build-a-bear, i was probably in elementary school! i've slept with the ladybug plush ever since! it's very soft!!

as for another good thing in my life at the moment, me and my boyfriend have been going on about two dates a week ever since the beginning of the year! and that's on top of our usual sunday meet-ups! i absolutely love having plans and things to look forward to, so it's been a total blast to hang out consistently every week! our one and a half year anniversary was on the 22nd last month! again with time stuff, but... wow!! we've been together for a long time now, and i hope it'll only get longer and longer! (aryn, if you're reading this, i love youuu!! chu~ ( ˶˘ ³˘(ˊᗜˋ*)!♡ )

we went shopping together recently and went to a secondhand place! i found a few things, such as three volumes of happy happy clover (the manga this entry's icon is from!) as well as two shojo beat magazines! and guess what?! in one of them, there's an advertisement for albatross18!! aka... the online pangya game!!! i adore pangya, so it felt like it was fate or something for me to find it!! i feel super lucky!!

i think that's where i'll end this entry for now!!
my wishes for may are fairly simple: to keep on keeping on!!

best wishes,
claire ヾ(*'▽'*)